Monday, May 14, 2007
what was i thinking??
*debs, get a good grip on yourself!* >.<
C, a closet les? wth was i thinking anyway... even if she is, what difference does it make? i admit that i'm trying hard to shove away the fact that i might have crushes on the same gender. don't think i'm crooked, but i supposed i'm on my way there; which is why all the more i should get myself outta it before i succumb to "the dark side". ha ha. good Lord...why am i feeling like this? i don't have any guy in mind at the moment.
in fact, the guys who like me are only my friends and nothing more than that. truth is that, if C or R were to express that they love me, i think i'll prolly melt... still, at the end of the day, *how can you marry someone of the same sex??? what will your adopted children be like when
they grow up?*. You're being selfish when you do that to your so-called kids. If you're gay, bi, or whatever the type you are, please spare others, don't drag them down with you when you know you're hopelessly crooked. Even if you're not straight, you still have your own dignity. Do the right thing..!
someone help me... get me outta this mess before it gets worse. i hate to be crooked. i don't know why i am attracted to females when all the while i've never even thought of liking one at all. this is weird, and i need to stop it.
debbie at 11:22 PM