Monday, May 14, 2007

what was i thinking??

*debs, get a good grip on yourself!* >.<

C, a closet les? wth was i thinking anyway... even if she is, what difference does it make? i admit that i'm trying hard to shove away the fact that i might have crushes on the same gender. don't think i'm crooked, but i supposed i'm on my way there; which is why all the more i should get myself outta it before i succumb to "the dark side". ha ha. good Lord...why am i feeling like this? i don't have any guy in mind at the moment.

in fact, the guys who like me are only my friends and nothing more than that. truth is that, if C or R were to express that they love me, i think i'll prolly melt... still, at the end of the day, *how can you marry someone of the same sex??? what will your adopted children be like when they grow up?*. You're being selfish when you do that to your so-called kids. If you're gay, bi, or whatever the type you are, please spare others, don't drag them down with you when you know you're hopelessly crooked. Even if you're not straight, you still have your own dignity. Do the right thing..!

someone help me... get me outta this mess before it gets worse. i hate to be crooked. i don't know why i am attracted to females when all the while i've never even thought of liking one at all. this is weird, and i need to stop it.

debbie at 11:22 PM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

inside the closet

if C's really a closet lesbian...please, by all means, kill my curiosity!

debbie at 5:41 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

videolighters unite!

it was a hearty, though pretty short (cos the four of us were late?? lol), dinner gathering at marche at vivo city this evening. i haven't eaten at marche's for ages! the last time was during a dinner with my project supervisor j'nine and my fyp project group, which was at suntec city (and from what i heard, that outlet's already been closed).

taking a few snapshots of every videolighter was held towards the end of our dinner. apparently, we guessed the rest were already done with their share and waited for us to finished ours before someone finally announced that we all take a group photo. *guilty. needless to say. haha...*

as people began streaming out of the restaurant, we followed, since practically almost everyone of those whom we know were leaving. we window-shopped at vivo city for a while; which is sooooo not encouraged! cos window shoppping = shopping! well...to me, at least. haha. i found these two awesome and cheap tops at pull & bear and bought them after some hesitation. oh why should i even hesitate...the top priority for me now is to get a pair of capris or other knee-length shorts or skirts, NOT tops. aeeiii...so much for window shopping! lol.

gonna finish this entry with just a few recent pics...i'm lazy to upload every single one of them...

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debbie at 12:03 AM