sometimes i thought if i'd made a mistake. i shouldn't have emailed 'unnecessarily'; i should've cared less... okok, so maybe i shouldn't be expecting, waiting for a reply at all. but thing is, i always do, despite the fact that i always tell myself not to. oh God, God, God. what have i gotten myself into?
Vels, if you're reading this, you know whom i'm referring to, right..........