anyway, today was really good. i'd managed to catch up with the rest of my friends after school. i miss them..! i miss those times when we'd all get crazy and procrastinating. lol. it's kinda serious here with the fyp group i'm in. i can't laugh freely - something's restricting me. shucks. i'll probably miss them even more when everyone gets busy later in the semester.
it's not that i dislike my project group, but somehow i felt lifeless and empty at times. i don't feel like usual myself. wahaha. i don't wanna get affected by the 'midnight express'! i wanna laugh and joke, but at the same time, do my stuff diligently - i'm sort of being deprived of getting crazy and this is making me go bonkers. :p i feel fake sometimes. seriously. of course, i don't do plastic surgery lah. heh heh.
well nevermind about that for now. i just hope to adapt to a new 'working environment' asap, but i hope that that will not change me totally. i'm comfortable with my 'work/play ethics'.
today was good. friday is good. so is sat, sun. thank God. *whew!*