Saturday, October 09, 2004
so far..
i dunno if i should ever give too much in friendship. it's tiring to give a lot and receive a dumb pathetic amount of acknowledgement from her. if caring for a friend means only to get nothing much in return, then what's the point..? maybe i should have some trust in her, but i dont know. i just dont want to think about it right now. it just makes me down thinking of it. i dont give it damn. well, if being in the centre of the crowd does her good, then i shall let it be. i may lend her my shoulders should she need it some time later, but for now, wtf*..
debbie at 11:52 PM