Monday, July 26, 2004
i feel so....fucked up!!!
oh God, i hate to swear, but i just feel so angry that it'd be better if i let it out..! stupid sweet-"say-er", almost ruined my plan today. but thankfully my fren didnt choose to switch places. cos we both KNEW the distance. hell it was far far away from where i live and it'd be fuckingly stupid if i didnt stand on our decision. that's how the world is like. you get these kinda people whose mouths are so sweet yet at the same time, they're bites are poisonous. no way am i gonna go that far unless it's absolute necessary. yeah yeah maybe i should've chosen TP instead of SP, but i'd miss this chance to really study what i really really like. plus, i guess not all my classmates are like that. there are some who i can still talk to (thx to you gals :D) and express myself more than the rest. of course, there are some who sometimes.. damn them.. unfair..
i feel so much better typing these things out than to bottle them up in my heart. it *hurts*. haha.. ah well i guess some flute playing will make me feel better. ;)
debbie at 8:21 PM