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Hong Kong ~ Sep13 - Sep 16

2007-09-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

vels, if you're reading this, good. i know you've been asking me to update my blog la, but i seriously don't have the time and mood to lately. lol. finally...finally...i'm adding a new post again! nothing much, just a handful of pics from my HK trip, which i really enjoyed, except for the part where my ego-istic idiotic guy friend was acting like a parasite. hahaha~ anyways, at least i had dinner alone with my fella hk-er friend angela! =)

ok la...here are the pics...there's more on friendster actually...

2007-07-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

kylie was there to witness the entire procedure (she'd recommended this body piercer whom she knows)...ah, a friend whom i haven't seen for half a year. how honored! =) the first picture below is not for the faint-hearted. okaaay, not exaagerating here.

i can attest to the fact tragus piercing does not really *hurt* - i didn't realize that it was being pierced till the body piercer told me that she'd put the needle through! my earlobe piercing was a lil 'hell-ish' though...

random drool...

2007-06-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

over robert schwartzman! he looked damn cool n cute on princess diaries!!

then there's M Shadows from A7X!

...and a really cool pic of johnny christ! ah, like the effects!

Ecclesiastes 3:11

2007-06-02T10:11:00.000+08:00

indeed, He makes all things beautiful in His time! i was reading the third chapter of this book in the living Word of God a while ago, and it spoke to me. there's a time for everything under the sun...a time to laugh and a time to cry, a time to listen and a time to speak, just to name a few...

sometimes i can't help but to marvel at the works of God's mighty hands - how He created the universe, right down to an individual atom. none can comprehend how it all came into place... however, i believe that everything existed because He lives. Jesus died, BUT He rose again on the third day. He's alive and a living proof that God exists, and one can never totally fathom the great things that He can do...

He instills in us eternity, except that not a single soul can know the work He has done from the beginning to the end.

ain't He full of mysteries. He has blessed and shown me so many things, leading me from one place to another when i allow Him to, and He will continue to be my guiding light for the rest of my life...

why do i put my faith and trust in the Almighty when He doesn't even reveal everything to mankind? He doesn't promise that life will be a bed of roses, but He will always be there picking us up when we falter. He has plans to prosper us and not to harm us (jeremiah 29:11), and He'll never leave nor forsake us.

there are a couple of reasons on why i believe in the Living God, but there's one thing i'm very sure about, that is, i want to spend eternity in heaven...do you?

what was i thinking??

2007-05-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

*debs, get a good grip on yourself!* >.<

C, a closet les? wth was i thinking anyway... even if she is, what difference does it make? i admit that i'm trying hard to shove away the fact that i might have crushes on the same gender. don't think i'm crooked, but i supposed i'm on my way there; which is why all the more i should get myself outta it before i succumb to "the dark side". ha ha. good Lord...why am i feeling like this? i don't have any guy in mind at the moment.

in fact, the guys who like me are only my friends and nothing more than that. truth is that, if C or R were to express that they love me, i think i'll prolly melt... still, at the end of the day, *how can you marry someone of the same sex??? what will your adopted children be like when they grow up?*. You're being selfish when you do that to your so-called kids. If you're gay, bi, or whatever the type you are, please spare others, don't drag them down with you when you know you're hopelessly crooked. Even if you're not straight, you still have your own dignity. Do the right thing..!

someone help me... get me outta this mess before it gets worse. i hate to be crooked. i don't know why i am attracted to females when all the while i've never even thought of liking one at all. this is weird, and i need to stop it.

inside the closet

2007-05-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

if C's really a closet lesbian...please, by all means, kill my curiosity!

videolighters unite!

2007-05-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

it was a hearty, though pretty short (cos the four of us were late?? lol), dinner gathering at marche at vivo city this evening. i haven't eaten at marche's for ages! the last time was during a dinner with my project supervisor j'nine and my fyp project group, which was at suntec city (and from what i heard, that outlet's already been closed).

taking a few snapshots of every videolighter was held towards the end of our dinner. apparently, we guessed the rest were already done with their share and waited for us to finished ours before someone finally announced that we all take a group photo. *guilty. needless to say. haha...*

as people began streaming out of the restaurant, we followed, since practically almost everyone of those whom we know were leaving. we window-shopped at vivo city for a while; which is sooooo not encouraged! cos window shoppping = shopping! well...to me, at least. haha. i found these two awesome and cheap tops at pull & bear and bought them after some hesitation. oh why should i even hesitate...the top priority for me now is to get a pair of capris or other knee-length shorts or skirts, NOT tops. aeeiii...so much for window shopping! lol.

gonna finish this entry with just a few recent pics...i'm lazy to upload every single one of them...

my first ride

2007-04-21T10:40:00.000+08:00

on a motorbike. i dont fancy riding one, be it i be the 'driver' or pillion. the fact that you're hugging the piece of crafted metal body just freaks me out somehow. i guess it boils down to safety. yeah i know i'm not the kind who likes to take unnecesary risks. lol. but well, my friend has somehow managed to persuade me to ride on his..! oh, what've i gotten myself into??

ah well, okok, i'm gonna experience what is it like to be on a motorbike today. pray for safety, especially since this is my first time! lol.

UNSW

2007-04-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

Why not send it to your friends and family or cut and paste it to brag in your blog?

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The above's what I've received from UNSW after gaining acceptance into the varsity for the BSc course. It's nice of them to drop emails once a while on admissions thingy and all that, but hee hee, I've no money to study at the moment. lol. that is, even if i want to.

Since i'm unable to accept the offer given to me, i shall do my part in publicity work (by uploading that image here on my blog!). oh, don't you dare say i didn't do that. *muahahaha*

23 april:

2007-04-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

my friend's driving test day... plus, ur-one-of-those-who-inspires-me's birthday!

nervousness + excitement = confused me.

you don't get it, do ya? :p

almost a month now

2007-03-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

time flies faster when i'm working at synovate healthcare. it's cool, i really enjoy working with my fellow colleagues. of course, delays in projects are frustrating and chasing people for deliverables can be a pain (or make you a pain in others' neck), at the end of the day, praise the Lord!!! Our department's really interesting and fun, but hey, we do take our work seriously. we just crap, get crazy, utter in "tongues" in order to destress. haha...

forget about the rest of the departments; i've been told (and i noticed) by boss that we're not really good with them, except maybe for the motor research guys. lol. but who cares? i'm not trying to be sarcastic here, but i don't know why this is prevalent. nevertheless, with a handful of christians around praying, our Heavenly Father is always there watching over the entire healthcare division. :) which is also why we all get on just fine with one another. i pray that i'll see progress with this job...wherever He is leading me to.

God is good all the time! and indeed, all the time, God IS good!

i'm 21!!! hooray! ...and boo...

2007-03-16T16:07:00.000+08:00

21 marks an important milestone in life. it's when one becomes a young woman or man. you'd not be surprised that the things you ponder about will change as time goes by. in essence, people grow to be more sensible on the whole, learning to prioritize what's really important in life and those that don't really matter at all. a wonderful phase of life, i'd say... the twenties is a great time to achieve as much as you can before hitting the big 3-0. lol. time flies even faster after you turn 21! it'll be nine years before i'm three decades old! :p

but well, that's still a long way to go. i'll be content and enjoy the present - after all, it's a gift! that's why it's being called "present"! cherish it. whatever that you do right now ultimately determines your tomorrow. so stop worrying about what tomorrow may bring, for it's already packed with its own worries. make the best out of the present so that you can have a better tomorrow! logical and true, ain't it?

God really answers prayers. He knows what I want all along, though I didn't put much emphasis on it since I thought it didn't really matter if I had it or not. Praise Him that my dear friend Vels bought it for me as a birthday gift! hehe... a peek into what I received for my 21st b'day below...

evening at the beach...

2007-03-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

went to hang out with vels and mich on the recent saturday. and...i got to walk her miniature schnauzer! haha. nugget's so cute and playful! he's curious about all kinds of things and kept stopping along the way to sniff (and biiitteee :s) at stuff. lol. well, my first time walking a dog actually, and i've got to say that it was an awesome feeling! anyways, to cut the whole thing short, we headed to breeks for dinner and thereafter to starbucks for a chill out at eastpoint. oh, and here are a few pics we took on that evening...

3 gals, a puppy, & a...cafe?

2007-03-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

was giving this evening's outing a thorough thought. i didn't wanna play gooseberry actually. haha. but vels managed to persuade (or was that psycho) me into hanging out with her gal n her gal's miniature schnauzer named nuggets! ooh the dog was really adorable and fun to play with! it was also the first time that i really walked a dog, and boy it sure wasn't as easy as it seemed to be. nuggets went sniffing around and heading in various directions that it took us twice the time to get to the car park from the beach.

i'm sooo happy and thankful that i got a chance to pat, walk and play with nuggs! it did help that he was a miniature schnauzer as well :p

it was off to breeks for dinner and then to starbucks for a nice, long chill out after a day at the beach. hehe.

ooh...ahpeh dogs...*woof*

letters from iwo jima

2007-02-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

this film is a nice one, if you've to spend on just one movie for this month. it's both heartwarming and heart-wrenching at the same time. all this while we've been watching movies that re-enacted the war on the allies' side. this time round, allow the japanese's side of the story instill some insight of the irony of their plight during the world war, on the (already-defeated) island of iwo jima. with the number of american troops surpassing that of the japs, it remained inevitable that the small island would be conquered in no time.

it's an ironic case of sending countless of men to die just because of war. though it was pitiful that japan lost the island, i suppose it was kinda like a retribution to the country. blame the ruling party for initiating war on other countries in the first place, and for bombing pearl harbor, the thing that brought the US to war. nevertheless, a movie that's really worthy of my eight bucks. haha.

here's the site anyway: http://iwojimathemovie.warnerbros.com/lettersofiwojima/framework/framework.html

a nice, long weekend...

2007-02-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

...that got more $$$ to my name! lol. i just luv to see the amount in my bank acct jump. doesn't everybody like that anyway. right? :p

ah well, spent last evening out with my friend. we'd NY fish 'n' chips and it was awesome! i haven't had that for ages so it was a nice one.

i'm beat, after all that visiting to relatives' places and...playing with kids? haha. but it was nice...i haven't felt so tired in months that i'd slept past 9am, something which i normally don't achieve. i'm prolly one of those who dislikes sleeping my life away. haha. man, am still feeling tired. think it was partly due to my coughing as well. i'd to cough out phlegm that was making my throat uneasy at intervals. eeks. drained my energy out. lol.

the boisterous sounds of the lunar new year has finally calmed down, and suddenly, there's this peace and serenity that shrouds the atmosphere. while i do wish that the holidays wouldn't end so soon, the tranquil feeling i'm experiencing now calls for contentment and relaxation...or it could be causing me to doze off. haha.

not what i've ordered

2007-02-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

darn. why do i have to be sick just days before the chinese new year?? :s been running a temperature since last night and it's still going on and off now. *sighs* i wanna get well asap. hate being sickie and having to take medication and spend almost the entire day at home.

actually, i did go out for a while earlier in the evening, regardless of the fact that i knew i should be staying at home and resting. went to parkway parade with my sis to do some shopping. while we were waiting for the bus to arrive, a wave of giddiness swept over me. it wasn't that heavy, but it was enough to make me hurry to sit at the bus stop so i wouldn't topple over. only then did i feel better. felt like puking as well. i struggled to stay 'conscious' and was praying out to God to sustain and strengthen me as my head was spinning a lil, a vertigo kinda effect i was experiencing. that was prolly the first time i prayed out loud. in public. i couldn't care much about who's around me; though there weren't many people and the road was bustling with vehicles, enough to drown my voice.

thank God for the sustanance throughout the entire retail therapy event. hehe. i'm so gonna get a good night's sleep later and continue to pray for complete healing for me and jeanie, who just came back from her mt. kinabalu trip and aching all over. Father, heal us and remove all discomfort and sickness in us completely at the root cause, in the mighty name of Jesus! Amen!

ooh, unwinding time... hehe...

watta wkend!

2007-02-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

this is the first time we actually get to do our live production sans our leaders! jean's on a hol while jeff can only serve in the 7pm service on sunday. so, that's as good as saying that the people who usually serve in miracle service and sunday morning services (me included) were left on our own pretty much last night and this morning. haha...

jean had appointed me to lead the team then, and it was my first taste of what it is like to lead a team - it wasn't easy and there was a lot of work to do! talk about responsibility as well. thank God that i've been helping out to do stuff like making sure that tapes were cued, cameras looking fine, switcher up and working, and various other things that the leaders usually make sure were in order. hence i wasn't too nervous about it. actually...i kinda like the experience. in a way, it builds me up in terms of taking initiative, being more responsible and alert, etc.

there were a few things we missed, of course. but that was minor. we just gotta take note of them and hopefully not forget about them. hehe. this is prolly the first time that i really felt tired after producing for two days straight, including switching for the two services today; a lotta coordination when you're doing producing and switching at the same time. well, i like it! :p i guess i like to keep myself occupied to the fullest. i dislike wasting precious time away...maybe once a while a lil bit of idling is fine, but not regularly. lol.

oh, and thank God that risa was able to help us out too! we'd a short but wonderful breakfast this morning, before heading to church. it's been a while since we hang out and that was a nice one, though we could do with more time. mmm...there's always next time! i just pray that she won't be too caught up with work to hang out, dear Lord. it was nice to catch up with her after a few months of not seeing her, except when she's doing camera during her team's turn to serve the Lord.

i am blessed...yea...coming to think of it, i'm blessed :)

being grateful

2007-01-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

...for so many things in life. i was in deep thoughts as i pondered over the wonderful brothers n sisters in Christ whom God has placed along my journey on earth. as i listened intently to my cell leaders jon n shelle sharing about e need for a ministry and/or a cell grp is vital in e sense that when any of us need encouragement, comfort and support, we can always be assured that we will gain 'em from our fellow brethrens. also, combined prayers are stronger ("for when two or three are gathered together, there I am in e midst of them") n transcend over every situation and circumstance, obstacles that we may be facing. there's absolute power in prayers!!! hence, we musn't neglect our prayer life as well as reading e word of God.

a christian who's alone (i.e. doesn't participate in a ministry, cell group or any other church activity) can easily be disheartened when things that happened don't favor them. and bcos they're not involved in any part of e church body, it's even tough for them to shoulder the heavy burdens alone. yes, 1 Peter 5:7 tells us to cast all our anxieties onto our heavenly Father, and we should commit Him our cares. however, He'd never intended for us to face e situation alone; that's y He provided the church, and within the church, different ministries n cell groups! we need support n encouragement n prayer from others as well! God put wonderful people in our lives to inspire n motivate us, n for sharing our burdens! we ought to be thankful to Him for that! :D

likewise, e Lord has placed a couple of sisters in my life as inspirational and motivational role models after Christ! i'm so blessed n grateful for these wonderful souls, namely, oli, risa, jean, shelle. through their lives n testimonies they shared, i've learned to grow spiritually as well as trusting God for my future plans like studying and working. God bless their souls! i'm also grateful to my Father for e rest of the bros n sisters in Christ whom i've known!

we should really pause for a moment and think of the blessings which God has given unto us, including e people who've helped us in a way or another, be it through prayer or financially, physically or spiritually, etc.

well...such a nice moment to cease whatever i was doing n think of awesome people God has provided me with!

e final designs for 'shattered skies' band

2007-01-30T10:31:00.000+08:00

hopefully? :p anyways, here they r...

n rmit offered me a place as well

2007-01-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

yes, my eyes didn't trick me. i received a copy of an offer letter by e varsity just today. it looked as if it had been scanned. lol. well... nice to receive e gd news... though i hope it'll really come true. haha.

patience...

2007-01-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

the thing that i really have to have now. not that i'm the impatient sort; i dont usually get frustrated when i've to, say, wait for half an hour for a friend to arrive. but regarding about my future, especially now that i got an offer from Murdoch Uni, i cant help but to feel excited and eager, thought i'll miss home. it's an opportunity to seize!

alas, the tight budget my family lives on just doesnt allow that to happen now... watever e future beholds, only my Heavenl Father knows wat's best for me :)

another offer! praise God!

2007-01-16T10:57:00.000+08:00

i've received another offer by Monash just this morning, when the IDP person called me to inform me abt that! hallelujah! i'm expecting at least one or two more offers to be made before making a decision. *God help me!*

anyways, it's gd news & i'm grateful to the Lord for it. now i've to clinch a scholarship or sponsor to finance most or all of my tuition fees, at e very least.

i got in!

2007-01-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

murdoch offered me a place in the biotechnology course right on e spot! praise God! at least i know i've secured that position. haha. however, i'll still wait for e rest of the universities which i've applied to for any offer. n hopefully, utas will accept me cos e fees for e same course is lower than murdoch, though i'm gonna scout for a scholarship to get me thru uni. it'll be good if i could be bonded for at least a yr to a company after graduation.

pray that God'll lead me... i've done as much as i could today, writing n submitting application forms... still, i'll do watever i can now n commit e rest unto Him. only He knows wat's best for me, n i hope that i'll not miss e open door which He opens..! it's really impt that my spirit is sensitized to God's guidance. hehe.

shattered skies

2007-01-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

below is a simple banner which i'm in e process of doing for a friend of my sis. it's for his band - e name's obvious. changes may be made along e way.

cookies n a cupcake - tantalising christmas prezzies!

2007-01-01T11:42:00.000+08:00

this prezzie's from nuch, shelle, oli n gene! :D

dec 31...

2006-12-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

first of all, praise God for e wonderful sunday! no doubt it was tiring, having being outta my home for about 14hrs since 8am, but i'd so much fun serving e Lord as usual n visiting a pet farm at pasir ris farmway! not to mention the sumptuous supper after the final service of the year as well. hehe.

n yep, i got to pat those cute mini schnauzers! aaaahhhh yes. one bitch was so affectionate that i couldn't help but to ask e owner e usual crap (like, 'how old's ur dog?') just to find an opportunity to play with it for a short while. oops :p we spent abt an hr watching retrievers, huskies, jack russells, chowchows, etc, play fetch n 'follow me (dunno y some dogs kept following behind one another)'.

lunch was at popeye's at e airport n there was this line of humans queueing up to place their orders. weird. it wasnt usually this pack. i suppose it could be due to the holiday season n many pple could've popped by the fast food chain for a meal after arriving at e airport. the meal has shrunk by quite a fair bit but e price remains unaltered. watever happened to e usual generous serving portions that were worth e cash?

*eyes getting smaller...* i guess they're tired. need to rest em after 12am. lol. had my contacts on e entire day so yeah it did get kinda irritating when my eyes were tired or dry.

okays... thats all for now. n before i forget, happy birthday to my childhood fren, vels, whom i met at e pet farm today also!

blessed n victorious new yr to all again..!

christmas is over, a brand new yr awaits.

2006-12-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

somehow i felt that 2006's a fast one. it feels like i havent done much and lo and behold, we're approaching to a close on this yr. then again, i could be loading myself with activities that i lost track of time occasionally... whatever the reason is, my wish right now is that every yr will be a better one. i wanna see progress in my life, spiritual and non-spiritual realms alike. i've so much to thank God for, albeit the circumstances in life. well... life's never a bed of roses... but with His strength, i can do all things. amen!

seasons greetings to all n a blessed n victorious new yr ahead!

spaghetti aglio olio, anyone?

2006-05-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

well, hung out with kylie and my childhood fren vels today at starbucks eastpoint, together with another of vels's classmate, tony. we were again, LOUD... lol. talking loudly, sudden outbursts of laughter... geex, thankfully people around us were tolerant! haha...

i missed e train by a fraction of a second but nevermind... cos i thought since i wasnt in a hurry, might as well wait for the next one, which is due to arrive 2mins later. oh, it was a blessing in disguise! guess what? i met oli! at that moment when i walked straight into the cabin, there she was, leaning against the glass panel next to the seats. we talked a lil, and though it was a short convo, nevertheless it was a hearty one. :)

praise God for the opportunity to fellowship with her!

blessed easter!

2006-04-16T13:43:00.000+08:00

yeah, it's finally easter! let's remember this day, the day of the ressurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ, as we celebrate it. :)

ok, i was wrong.

2006-04-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

either she got over it quick enough or she really didn't see me at all that day. whatever it is, i was glad that she waved at me with this macarena wave on saturday, during my video rehearsal, and i returned her the same silly action. lol. all's well. oh, and hope she'll be able to give me ride on gd friday morning, cos i seriously do not want to be late for the dry-run rehearsal on that day itself; i'm afraid of waking up late or waiting too long for the stupid bus to arrive. :)

she just walked past...

2006-04-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

...without looking at me. i waved at her, "psss!" at her, waved at her again. still, she didn't notice it. hello? can i just say a "hello" to you? was i so tiny that you couldn't see me at all? was your mind at a distance, thinking of something else? or you just didn't want to look at me?

if this were a multiple choice question, i'd pick the last one. there i was, standing right in front of Oli when she walked down the stairs, and i just waved at her, as i do with people who i know. damn. she just completely ignored me, didn't even lift her head to see me. i could be wrong...she could be thinking of something hard, that was prolly why she didn't notice i was waving at her. but i doubt so...whatever. hope i'm wrong, God. i definitely don't wish to see a wall between us. and i hope that my decision to settle down in the video ministry was not the cause of this. what was i suppose to do? carry on being split in between these two (choir and video) ministries and continue to be confused? no.

i'd like to know what was on her mind at that time. i really do. i don't want her to feel hurt that i chose not to join the choir. aahhh...can't afford to lose her - she's my prayer-partner-to-be. ok, i prayed for that. even so, it still counts! God, help us to get together!

ahh... dont you just luv illustrator!

2006-03-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

i made this vector graphic of a pair of shoes using illustrator today.. it was to be placed in a 'thank you' card for my supervisor at my attachment company. and it's one of my fave brand of shoes, Vans! hehe.

C O N F U S E D

2006-02-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

even a holiday trip can be annoying sometimes, especially when there are differences in opinions about various places to go to.. just planning it alone is troublesome enough, but if the trip is successful and everyone enjoys it, then it's worth the hassle, i guess.. haha.. for nw i'm just confused... at the end of the day, yet, i'll still follow my heart..

the longest 'lou hei'..!

2006-02-11T08:54:00.000+08:00

i had my fourth lou hei last night after music practice for the gd friday project and it was a loooonnng one. we kept playing around with it and i think one of us said that the food wasn't properly mixed, so we kept at it for some time till i-don't-know-when. but it was long enough to make my arms tired. lol.

the surprising fact is that i didn't know they were actually fun people to hang out with too! i got a shock when they burst out cracking lame jokes and other funny stuff. ah, those people. :p anyway, i had a great time fellowshipping with them!

thank God that alyssa offered to send me home after that, which is cool. we'd a hearty ride. btw, her car has a nice smelling air-refreshener. haha...

ah, reached home slightly past 11pm, took a shower and then chillllll out! enjoy the night before turning in to bed. a wonderful night out indeed. :D

choir...?

2006-01-11T09:53:00.000+08:00

i didn't quite expect myself to pass the praislight (the name for my church's choir ministry) audition, but i did. provisionally. God must've something in stored for me there perhaps... because i don't sing that well... hahaha. anyways, i believe He has His plans for me so i'm gonna just go with His flow. :) my friend, upon hearing the fact that i got into the choir, laughed (in a good way). he thought i was more suited to be in the music ministry, since I play an instrument or two. My sentiments too.

But whatever it is, I trust that God must’ve His purpose for me to pass the audition…

Been a while since I last post something here. The internet’s screwed up for the past 2 weeks and I can’t even check my emails. Nope, not at the office – they barred hotmail, yahoo, etc. damn. Gotta get it fixed somehow.
Anyway, here are the pics taken at the pre-christmas celebration at Ivy’s place on Dec 23… she did these… :)

sick

2005-11-24T08:04:00.000+08:00

well yeah... been coughing hard lately. and now my nose's protesting against me too! aww... it's not even a month into the internship and i'm feeling unwell. sighx. but gd thing is, i don't have to go to that boring office today. hooray...

gonna see a doc later and then rejuvenate my body in the afternoon by what else but taking a nice nap. lol. this cough's killing me. i wish the stupid phlegm gang would let my poor throat off. they've been causing my voice to 'crack'. sometimes i could hardly get a word out! ah well, thank God the wkends are near so i can look forward to more rest.

later...

going for internship..!

2005-11-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

i'm having mixed feelings in the light of tomorrow's attachment program from school - yeah we're supposed to spend a semester in the industry working! :s part of me's looking forward to doing graphics design and the other half of me's wishing that i'd rather sit in some boring lectures and practicals. i'm beginning to feel school-sick, seriously. it's kinda funny that when you're about to start work or are working, you'll look back at the crazy, fun, wild moments you've had in school! ...at least for me, that is. haha.

it's back. finally!

2005-10-30T08:44:00.000+08:00

after a few wks of not being able to post blog entries, my blogger's back in action! lol. whew... well this month has been interesting, with work and all that. somehow, i guess work does make you appreciate your weekends more - you don't wanna waste your saturdays and sundays sleeping in.

tomorrow's my last day at RBS, afterwhich i'll be preparing for attachment. thank God i'm not doing any authoring or programming stuff. but there's no video/audio too, sadly... only graphics design. but well at least it's better than cranking my head for those codes which went into hiding long ago. hahaha...

still a lil early now, might wanna catch some tv shows before preparing to go to church. laterx..!

blogger's screwed. i can't type any entry except for this title here. :s

2005-09-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

the longest yard

2005-09-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

i didn't expect that i'd like this show - i didn't intend to watch it in the first place. since the rest of the shows we wanted to watch were in the evenings (and we don't wanna wait that long), we decided to catch The Longest Yard. stars Adam Sandler and uh, was that Chris Rock...?

anyway, Crewe (Sandler) got shipped off to a penintentiary in the middle of nowhere. hahaha. that's where the actual story began, i think. it's interesting to know that you can learn a lot from just a simple (american) football game. yeah those sissy group of guys in the show, who dressed as women were so hilarious that people sitting behind janny and i were practically laughing out loud, not to mention my friend too! of course lar, i did laugh - just that they were even more excited than i was. lol. but then there were a few touching moments too... damn, almost made me tear. nevertheless it was a great show. :)

back at home, i was eating more than the usual servings. i ate noodles for dinner, then an american cheesecake (YUMMY!) and a slice of brownie (aww this is sinful...). i could not believe myself. what in the world was i doing? :s

well hope i don't go overboard... i won't, anyway.

2005-09-21T11:06:00.000+08:00

check out this cool music video by Good Charlotte...

Music Video Codes By...

...and Kansas's Dust In The Wind. nice song there.

Music Video Codes By MySpaceHelp.net!

damn it.

2005-09-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

sometimes i thought if i'd made a mistake. i shouldn't have emailed 'unnecessarily'; i should've cared less... okok, so maybe i shouldn't be expecting, waiting for a reply at all. but thing is, i always do, despite the fact that i always tell myself not to. oh God, God, God. what have i gotten myself into?

Vels, if you're reading this, you know whom i'm referring to, right..........

2005-09-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

You Belong in 1983

1983

If you scored...

1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

What Year Do You Belong In?

Checked this link out just now.
Thanks, Vels. it was kinda fun. wahaha!
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...is she alright?

2005-09-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

ma FYP groupie with Jeanine, our supervisor...

thought i might wanna experiment with these two pics. lol. but don't know how that patch of thingy got there... gulp. it wasn't supposed to be there...

Looks like everyone's of the same height. wait, what effect is this again?

ouch

2005-09-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

my right shoulder-joint's hurting everytime i raise my arm today. darn... i feel kinda immobilized, especially when this vital part of me isn't able to respond with ease. don't know if it's due to the bad sleeping posture i've had on last night. funny it reminds me of the incident when i was 11... i felt both joints cracked as i flipped myself over - my hands were grabbing those suspended rings you see in gymnastics - it almost knocked the wind out of me..! well, i prolly looked dazed on the outside but underneath my skin a voice was screaming away.

Hope it gets better...

time for some therapeutic things to say now. hahaha. hmm retail therapy... wait, more like shopping for daily necessities. got a new toothbrush, hair wax, hair spray, deo spray... stuff which are screaming to be replenished. lol.

almost lost my phone again on friday. but thank God those group of girls found it and i got it back from them. whew~!

2005-09-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

sis and i @ Straits Kitchen @ Hyatt Hotel
sep04,2005.

a week left.

2005-09-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

before the official rest and relax for us... whew... looking forward to it, but then again i wished that it wouldn't end this fast. been appreciating the 'last moments' in school before we break for the semester and after that head for internship program when the final lap begins. shucks... well... i dont want school life to end... can i..?

with all those crazy deadlines, i hope my sanity's still ok. God, help to keep it intact ok. haha.

i definitely will miss my friends, especially those from the other group, cos we dont get to do catching up so often since the start of the semester. and i'll miss..........

have a break. have a kit-kat.

2005-09-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

and that's what i'm doing now. haha. biting into a bar of kit-kat chunky! had a long day in school, so i'm kinda beat when i got home at 915pm. checked emails and stuff, then headed for a shower on this rainy night. thank God it didn't storm.

i woke up early to find my younger sis asleep. that lucky girl, slept till 11am this morning! damn. i wish i could sleep that much, but i'm a light sleeper. i don't do 12hrs. 10 at most (when i'm seriously beat). plus, it's a school day for me... well...

kinda tired now that i can't do much school stuff. *yawns* think i'll do it in school tmr anyway.

chill out time for now, and The OC at 1130pm. toodles.

getting smaller and smaller...

2005-08-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

well i havent been able to have enough sleep these few days. kept yawning away at school today, which i havent been doing for some time. geex. gonna get enough sleep tonight though. hopefully.

ah... and i guess those DMAT students need some serious routine ear checkups as they were practically shouting instead of talking at a normal level. funny thing is, of all the empty seats in the music tech lab, they have to sit right NEXT to me..! damn. the lab tech told them their noise level was loud but they couldn't care much. well, just another buncha immature kids who wanna act like adults. tip: GROW UP, ok?

oh, speak of the hair, my fringe needs some trimming soon. it's making me look like a one-eyed pirate. kidding. anyway it's also time that i visit the saloon. get a haircut, oh and i wanna have my hair dyed! but we'll hafta see first. $$$.

kk so much for today. retiring to bed now. soon, i mean.

tired eyes.

2005-08-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

well guess i didn't sleep well last night. i managed about 4hrs+... not having enough sleep = having to yawn a couple of times in the day. damn my eyes are closing, even now when i'm typing this entry.

Evening was spent outside. It's my friends' birthday so we decided to head for dinner after the last lesson of the day had ended - 6pm. Just in time huh. *Just realized the caps are back at every start of the sentence again. Lol.* Anyway, it was a fun night. We dined at Pastamania, thereafter we sang the usual birthday song for both friends... Since birthdays must've something 'fun', we made the two of them posing for 19 different pictures - upon turning 19. They were kinda coy at first, but slowly they gave in. They have to anyway. :p

One last sentence for today: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Kairong! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, Weiying!

hmm.....?

2005-08-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

God, i feel weary with all those assignments and a huge project. damn. I'm not myself today i guess. During the final-yr proj meeting, i was kinda like figidting around, eyes wandering about. I looked down at my flower-splatted Converse and at the people in the lab. I was a lil blur. Managed to pull through the whole session though. Whew~ -_-

I'm music-sick as well. I need to get back to flute like i did last time...

*Straighten myself up*

Group pic

2005-08-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

FYP GROUP PHOTO.

(L-R): Vincent, Jordan, Kai Rong, Mei An, me, Kevin.

*crooked pose*

Where's Jeanine, our supervisor?

2005-08-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

My GUY!!! Lol.

lol... just wanna fill my blog with a couple of pictures so well here's Guy Berryman, my fave Coldplay member. :D Hunnie will probably see this and "toing" my head. Lol.

Here's a cool ad Coldplay did for (if im right) Levi's.

2005-08-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

i just can't believe that some guys are just irritating, asking for your pic, and when you don't show them, their sissy replies will be "oh..sad..", "*sobs*", whatever. for goodness' sake, GROW UP, especially if you're past 21. c'mon, be a man. quit being a sissy.

... anyway, Canon in D is not really as easy as it seemed. i was trying out on the guitar today. i'm not through with the entire piece yet, but i'm sure it'll sound heavenly when being played expressively. :)

bought a yellow watch after school, a color which i hardly have in my wardrobe, accessories, etc. i think it's rather interesting to have colors in your house. lol.

technology gets cocky sometimes.

2005-07-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

weeks of absence from my blog. well thanks to the glitch in either the modem or whatever-the-cause. i'm finally back..! lol. i miss going online. sobx. nah, kidding. it can be good in a way that you don't get to sit in front of the glaring monitor screen till your eyes start to pop out. in other words, keeps me GROUNDED.

technology sux? or not?

2005-07-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

Yeah, yeah... modern technology has its ups and downs. with greater and faster access comes with greater susceptibility to techie-related problems like computer virus and worms, etc. it was giving me a headache when my comp failed me for a week by not functioning well. damn.

2005-07-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

just did a Maria Sharapova animated gif as i was feeling bored. hahaha. ah well check it out here: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v46/homeydd/sharapova.gif

Maria's my current fave sports star... so is Andy Roddick.

haha.

LatER!

wimbledon 'o5

2005-07-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

i'd never thought i'd watch tennis until recently. maybe it's those hot guys and girls on set, but more importantly, the game's definitely way more interesting and exciting than boring golf. lotsa actions, expressions and tensions throughout - keeps the adrenaline going. lolx.

ah, maria didn't win did she? i was hoping she would... hey, nobody stays at the top always. anyway, she's good - and noisy. hahaha. but that doesn't stop people from liking her or whatsoever.

a toast to miss sharapova. cheers. :D

silence...

2005-06-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

after weeks of silence, i'm back blogging again - that's because i just thought of doing it. the past few days have been a disaster. i fell ill. :S stupid weather. yeah blame it all on the weather right? nahx. i guess you could blame nothing and even if you did, it'll come to nothing, cos fact is that you're already sick. what's the point then.. ah well the thing to do when you're not feeling well is to GET WELL PRETTY ASAP..!

enough said.

i-podderrrr

2005-06-12T15:44:00.000+08:00

i finally got an ipod! thank God a mil', and also thank my mom and aunt for it. haha. my aunt sure knows how to bargain. :D

been praying about it for some time and yup, i've no regrets waiting a lil' longer to get it, cos in the end, i'd gotten a 'better' one. more storage and stuff... patience does pays off.

now i can save the hassle of rummaging through the heap of burned CD-Rs lying all around the house. lolx. *exaagerating again* @_@

2005-06-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

*ah-chooOo!* shucks, before i could type anything in this space, a wave of 'snee-zures' came upon me. lol. nahx, i was exaagerating.

somehow i feel blessed in my life, though there'll be hiccups along the way. in the midst of it, you just have to sit and count your blessings - we're blessed that we've shelters over our heads, food/water, clothing, etc.

i feel even blessed today when my mom called in the afternoon. i'd wanted to purchase an ipod mini at first as ipod was kinda expensive, but realized that the storage might be a lil insufficient due to the nature of my course. haha. hence i thought, why not get a 20gb ipod instead? yeah went to scout for it, most of the stores dont have it, except challenger. maybe they've it somewhere else, but it's rare. anyway, coming back to the topic, i was on my way back when mom called, and she said that my aunt had found a 30gb ipod, and since she knows the shopkeeper, he was able to sell her at a cheaper rate. not a bad price there.

guess God wants me to have a 'better' one. im grateful. hee hee.

2005-06-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

haha fyp's driving me nuts!

anyway, today was really good. i'd managed to catch up with the rest of my friends after school. i miss them..! i miss those times when we'd all get crazy and procrastinating. lol. it's kinda serious here with the fyp group i'm in. i can't laugh freely - something's restricting me. shucks. i'll probably miss them even more when everyone gets busy later in the semester.

it's not that i dislike my project group, but somehow i felt lifeless and empty at times. i don't feel like usual myself. wahaha. i don't wanna get affected by the 'midnight express'! i wanna laugh and joke, but at the same time, do my stuff diligently - i'm sort of being deprived of getting crazy and this is making me go bonkers. :p i feel fake sometimes. seriously. of course, i don't do plastic surgery lah. heh heh.

well nevermind about that for now. i just hope to adapt to a new 'working environment' asap, but i hope that that will not change me totally. i'm comfortable with my 'work/play ethics'.

today was good. friday is good. so is sat, sun. thank God. *whew!*

one more day

2005-05-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

school's starting on monday. sigh. yeah. sighs.

well half of me's looking forward to a new semester while the other half of me's not. haha.

watched Madagascar this afternoon with my friend. made us go lol-ling in our seats! :p

And the next American Idol is...

2005-05-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

Carrie Underwood!!! congrats to her! been waiting for thie moment, when she'd win this competition. yay~! you rock, girl!

i'll definitely buy her debut album once it's out. gosh can't wait. :D

*going nuts*

a new semester

2005-05-24T10:32:00.000+08:00

well, time sure flies. i'm gonna start the final year of my tertiary education soon. so many unforgettable memories i'll have when i graduate next yr. geex... we're all gonna miss one another when we start to work.

chatting with Jenna now. got to know her through the Survivor Forums Boards a few yrs back. did a lil catching up, and she told me she'd moved to another part of the neighborhood in her Canada town. plus, we were talking about how 'old' we began to feel now that we're both in our late teens, especially for me. lol. Jenna still has about 3 yrs before hitting 20.

wedding wedding wedding

2005-05-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

can't wait for my uncle's wedding next month even though i've school. if it were on a friday or saturday evening that'll be better, but too bad it's on sunday. haha, nevertheless it's only a few weeks into the brand new semester so there shouldn't be much of a prob. hope i won't have loads of assignment to complete during those few days. :p

2005-05-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

bought a top from topshop today, together with my sis. i'd wanted to get a cami, but ended up purchasing a 'tank top' instead. hahaha. how 'silly'.

S.O.S for Bolt

2005-05-20T10:04:00.000+08:00

totally screwed my bolt profile layout. shouldn't have experiment too much, cos now i can't edit my tagline..! simply put it, it's gone. thx to a stupid picture blocking it. lolx. *ouch*

sighs, this is sickening. haha. damn it. how am i gonna edit my profile layout w/o an edit tagline link???

2005-05-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

finally settled with the insurance thingy. i managed to contact my insurance agent and cancel the plan cos i dont think it's feasible to take it up right now. i need to explore plans offered by other agencies as well anyway.

somehow i think that i should really plan first, check out various plans available out there and find out which one suits me best before committing to one.

have my friend to thank for it. :)

2005-05-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

had fyp meeting today. first thing on my friend's and my mind was lunch. yeah we were craving for something to eat when we met. lol. kaya toast was what we'd intended to have. and thing is, we went to ya kun kaya toast, which happens to be what we'd be discussing about cos we're helping ya kun to do a corporate video plus other miscellaneous stuff like posters and zocards etc. thereafter we headed to McDonald's as one of the guys wasn't really full after he had some toasts.

it was kinda funny, this whole thing... after McDonald's, we headed back to ya kun as the guys want some kaya toasts from ya kun. ah well, the toasts smelled so nice that kr and i couldn't suppress the temptation, and we each ended up buying a plate of french toast. 'ironic'. lol. but at least it's nice.. hehex.

2005-05-16T09:41:00.000+08:00

the rain must've woke me up this morning. i heard the cuckoo clock called eight times and i was thinking "darn, it's still early...". anyway, went back to bed again and didn't wake up till 930.

lookin' forward to meeting a long time friend of mine later on. :)

polo tee

2005-05-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

did a lil shopping this evening.. bought a yellow-striped polo with a few green stripes in the middle. haha. kinda like it.. hmm yellow.. a whole new 'different' color to my black-white dominant wardrobe.. lolx.

2005-05-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

been tidying up my blog for the past hour or so. damn still cant get it right. but at least something's different now. :)
btw, i made this 'banner' for fun..
check it out below.

i dont know if .swf files are work-able here cos i made it in Flash, so here's the link to the animated version of the one above:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v46/homeydd/Untitled-1.swf

morning has broken.. nahx, morning doesnt break that easily. -_-

2005-05-10T09:52:00.000+08:00

woke up an hr ago..

what can i say now? nothing much. i'm wasting time blogging here. but thing is, i don't know what to do right now so might as well type meaningless stuff here. lolx.

time flies and it's gonna be mid-may soon, and then end of may, and then the second-last semester starts of school starts. shucks.. better enjoy as much as i can now than regret not having a blast during the break later on. :p

happy mayday. haha.

2005-05-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

watched the interpreter a few days back with emilyn - neat suspense there. :)

nicole kidman had never made me realize her a lot in movies before, and this is probably the first time ever. when i saw her in that movie, i was like "wow, she's really cool!". lolx. seriously, i admit that she'd been added to my list of stars-whom-i-admire list, joining sandra bullock, orlando bloom and all that.

enough said. got another movie to catch later on. ciao! :p

2005-04-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

watta blast! i hung out with Vels today. we told each other what most people arent aware about - secrets you were never meant to know. heh heh heh. -.-'''

kk, enough crap aniwae.

2005-04-20T12:15:00.000+08:00

just got home from chalet, beat. damn im so tired. i'd only 3 hrs of sleep for the past 2 days, of which one nite was totally spent not getting some shut eye in order to tease, bully those guys who were asleep. lolx.

drank some alcohol during the stay - it's a must..! hahaha jk. i tried vodka mudshake in its chocolate flavor and it tasted nice, though too much of it may cause you to wanna puke due to the milk. but hey, i like its smooth texture and light tint of alcohol.

3 cheers to mudshakes!!!

zzz...

exams r over!!!

2005-04-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

FINALLY... i can take a break from monsterous assignments! after so much time invested in school work, relax and play are what i need to do for now before final year starts. gee it's pretty fast - only 2 more semesters. thereafter it'll be work, work, and work. but b4 this, i should get my sanity back fully. a trip to other countries would be a nice getaway. haha.

feels like a decade

2005-04-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

wow, it seems that i havent been to this place for ages! started to feel that blogging's boring. lolx. well, or rather, too busy for it that i dont have the urge or the habit to blog again. hahaha. today's special. i just thought of dropping by here to see how long havent i been doing the blogging. hEhx.

another semester has ended (or almost) and another will soon enfold its book of chapters after a month is up.

t-shirt-a-holic

2004-12-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

did some shopping at Queensway today! no matter how hard i try, i couldnt seem to get my eyes off t-shirts - i've weakness for 'em. unfortunately. lolx. bought 3, 2 of which totalled to just 10 bucks! neat. :p

havent been there for some time, and seeing the IKEA building on the other side of the road just made me think of Lena and Kristy from tar6 again. *sigh* they got eliminated at the Stockholm, Sweden leg of the race, and before Lena's unsuccessful "hay-making", they were doing so WELL for the roadblock at the world's largest IKEA.

geex, i miss 'em!

home, home, where i wanted to go...

2004-12-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

am i glad to be finally home! 3-days-2-nights is enough for me there. lolx.

the resort we were staying at was cool - it had pool, bowling, swimming pool, golf course (it's a golf resort actually), table-tennis, etc. much as we enjoyed ourselves, i still felt that it'll be even better if we could get outta the resort and head towards town for some shopping, if not sight-seeing. but we didn't. aww.

the WHOLE time we were stuck at the resort and i wasn't really happy with it. *sigh* guess a free-and-easy tour'd be better.

the OC mix 2

2004-11-30T01:50:00.000+08:00

just adding on to the previous post...

i just bought the OC's 2nd album today, after a long debate between that and Duran Duran's Astronaut album. i couldnt buy 2 at a go, so i had to choose one - and picked the former.

but im still all for buying Astronaut and i will get it. LOLx.

good day, bad night.

2004-11-30T01:48:00.000+08:00

morning/afternoon/evening...

went shopping for a top with my sis in the afternoon, we'd lunch at long john silver. havent been eating at that restaurant for some time. the chicken and fried suddenly tasted awesome! haha. thereafter we chilled out at home with tv and more food. :p

"darkness falls"

we bickered with each other a couple of minutes ago. i wonder how could anyone be so short-tempered at this age, and naive. really really naive. just bcos i dont allow her onto my bed when she asked, she threw back the tissue paper which she'd voluntarily helped me throw onto the bed. god damn her! then hurling verbal abuses at me, but they were totally childish - she'd not even think twice before saying those words. "f*** you" "s**** you" - how can she do that? she doesnt even have it, if you get what i mean. of coz they could be passed off as scolding someone in a fit of anger, etc, but i just found this funny and logical side of it. hahahaha. i replied that she could do neither of them to me. lolx! it pays to keep your mouth shut and then laugh it all out on those really stupid, childish things people say w/o realizing that they'd made a complete fool outta themselves. neat. ;)

back to the past...

2004-11-27T09:59:00.000+08:00

am listening to my all-time fave band Coldplay!!!

reach out for the sunrise!!!

2004-11-22T11:49:00.000+08:00

duran duran is the band right now..!
www.duranduran.com

geex...

2004-11-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

someone listen to me... i'm freaking out !!!

having fun chilling out!

2004-11-18T10:50:00.000+08:00

though i stayed home mostly during this time, it still feels good. like i cant stop having more of this! lolx. i wont deny that it can be boring sometimes, but hey, nothing's perfect - even semester breaks. haha... i guess so long as you'd enjoy more than thinking or feeling that it's boring, im cool with it.

started a webbie of my own a few days back. well the pix arent working so well and i dont have a single clue as to why is it like that. darn. i'd almost everything ready and put it up to test it but the graphics dont seem to work... is it because the server doesnt support javascript? or..? whatever. ha. ha. so i gotta put up with those beginners site, which is totally bo-ring to me cos there's nothing much i can change about. *sux* i can only change the text and all that and add in LIMITED amount of information, pix, etc. it's just not fun at all. any reliable website-hosting services there? find me soon, cos i need to get my crappy webbie up! wahaha!

anyway, i'll be heading to malaysia soon for a "retreat". finally, get to get outta the country! yay~ and buy more clothing back from there, since they generally cost lesser o'er there *grins*. dec 1, here i come! :p

check this out...

2004-11-12T10:00:00.000+08:00

i happened to stumble across this webbie yesterday, and boy was it cool! it allows u to have a profile, post on message boards and all that.. :D

www.bolt.com

awesome.. :p

2004-11-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

thumbs-up for the semester break..! hahaha. there's a lotta time for chilling out - plenty of them! but then again. it can get boring. *am why am i talking about this time and again.* anyway, did some household chores today - mop, wipe the tv and computer screens. it's been ages since i did that. lolx.

well, here i am again with my boring, usual stuff. nothing interesting in my life so far, so expect this. haha. but i do anticipate for something surprising to pop out. i need to get a life yeah. ;)

WOO HOO!!!

2004-11-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

yessss...! it IS freedom for now! the final paper of the semester is finally over! wahaha.. now i can really chill out, do the things i wanna, and catch up on those which i havent been doing for weeks (flute and all that)! :)

more time to chat with hunnie too.. *blushes* hahaha.. :p

2 more papers.. hang in there.. @_@

2004-11-03T17:29:00.000+08:00

the exam is coming to an end - 2 more papers! yay~.. but they're both equally 'tough', not as in the level of difficulty, but rather, there's a whole lot of stuff to read through. almost every information is important and well, poor me gotta mug till i go bonkers. lolx.

right now im anticipating for the semester break! cant wait any longerrrrrr.. hahaha. i just wanna relax so badly that all i keep thinking about is to get the remaining 2 papers over and done with asap, but fat hope lar. i cant keep thinking of the break right now. i've got important stuff *yikes* to do now.

pen-off here!

happy halloween.....!

2004-10-31T17:23:00.000+08:00

took me abt half a day, 12hrs 00mins to realise that today's halloween. lolx. guess i'm just too busy with the exams. darn.. well there's a bbq over at my aunt's place and i wanna go, but i gotta revise for my music paper tomorrow. *sigh* too bad i havent been a lil more hardworking during the past few days, if not, i'll be going to have a big feast tonight. wahaha.. :p

so.. well i guess i'll just stay at home with my sis tonite - and we'll have a great time teasing and yelling around. LOLx. wahaha.. *grins*

exams r justa rounda corner

2004-10-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

mugging starts from now till nov 5. well.. gotta force myself to revise.. lolx.. jia you, jia you........ =_='''

God help meeeee k? *heee (^^,)*

dead beat...........................@@'''

2004-10-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

eh heh heh heh.. im so tired these few days that i feel like a drunkard. lolx.. but it's better, cos i wont be so emotional. so the moral of the story is? sleep late, wake up early. LOLx jkjk.. watta buncha crap. :p ooh.. slept for 3 miserable hrs last night just to rush a web assignment. whew~ now that it's over, i can relax a lil before mugging for the upcoming exam in a fortnight's time. haha..

now let's count sheep.. 1.. 2.. 3.. 5......23.............60.....................-_-zzz..

so far..

2004-10-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

i dunno if i should ever give too much in friendship. it's tiring to give a lot and receive a dumb pathetic amount of acknowledgement from her. if caring for a friend means only to get nothing much in return, then what's the point..? maybe i should have some trust in her, but i dont know. i just dont want to think about it right now. it just makes me down thinking of it. i dont give it damn. well, if being in the centre of the crowd does her good, then i shall let it be. i may lend her my shoulders should she need it some time later, but for now, wtf*..

interesting discoveries, weird person.

2004-10-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

these few days have been pretty interesting, apart from the usual monotonous, boring and hectic routine. firstly, there's this plugin that allows one to display HUGE pics, or simply, pics that are of their original size. it's kinda cool, though huge pics can be irritating sometimes. but they're not when you wanna have fun. oops.. LOLx :p

and i received an email with this lion pic in it. it's totally hilarious! i laughed for a couple of minutes before calming down. ..duh..? haha.. taken from this website : www.tonterias.com.. it's got loads of funny pics. get a good laugh there - i think i may need it some time later, when the going gets even tougher. lolx.

ok, i do feel a lil frustrated today though. a 'friend' of mine just deleted me on his friendster list, for the 2nd time. and i DONT even know WHY. what a weirdo. think it's fun adding people and then deleting them? absolutely not. and i wont give a damn to it aniwae. i dont want him to come apologizing to me later on thru the friendster msg again, and request that i re-add him to my list. heck, what one earth does he think he is. 'come and go' as he likes. darn.. he likes me, but i've already got my cute hunnieee. that fella knew i'm taken and i told him we can just be friends. he asked me the other day if he still have a chance. my reply was dry - just told him that i dont know what the future holds and come-what-may, i'm clueless. but so long as the present exists, i'm loving my hunnieee. :)

you read that, hunnieeee.. luv ya.. *muackz* :D

2004-09-23T09:24:00.000+08:00

wat e heck..? where's e link?

http://coolhomepages.com

obssessed with webpages.. some are really cool!

2004-09-23T09:20:00.000+08:00

happened to stumble onto this site and found some really neat webbies.. *jot it down b4 i forget*

2004-09-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

one of my blur looks.. =_='''